DONT WORRIE U HAVE IT WAY WAY WAY BETTER THAN I HAVE IT JUST KEEP ON PRAYING AN SOONER OR LATR GOD WILL BLESS U LIKE HE BLESS OTHER NOT EXACTLY LIKE THEM BUT IN YOUR OWN WAY AT A STRANGER HOUSE RIGHT NOW BUT I AM WARM AN SO ARE MY BOYS THEY ARE NOW SLEEP AN I AM STILL WOKE WATCHING THEM{MY KIDS} SLEEP BUT U JUST HOLD ON AN EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE FOR U JUST ASK GOD OR A SPECIAL STRANGER TO HELP U OUT AN WATCH WATT HAPPEN GOD BLESS U AN HAVE A BLESS DAY